The pain inflicting on me

Things are going well for tdy. No quarrels or whatever. Everything's pretty good. Few more hours to the end of 4th sept, hope it'll end well later.

Apparently, my friend recommended me a video to watch on during the study sessions in school today. Watched it and..... I actually felt neutral and just feeling a lil' sad and injustice for the woman. I'm supposed to tear. Ya, but I didn't. Why? Whatever the woman is going thru now is what I've gone thru. I can't feel anything alr. It's like I've been injected anaesthetic before an operation, I feel nothing. I thought it's because I'm in school and had the will to control my feelings. Got home and watched it again, okay... I teared but still, I didn't feel the kind of sadness my friend's feeling. Say I'm inhumane or anything, but.... I do understand what the woman is going thru.

// I don't want another pain to be inflicted on me

Ciaos.