Hate or no?

I just hate the way you and her talk. You liked her once, and you guys are back in smsing. Okay....... Then call later maybe? *-* I just hope that you can keep a distance from her. Ya, mentally and physically.

Sometimes, I just keep telling myself that you and her are just purely friends and nothing else. But. That was the thing that I told myself in the past when I saw you texting another girl.


"KIMBERLY, IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN.................. Never would it happen.... "

That annoyed feeling

That annoying feeling that I have within me for the past 2 days. What the fug is going on? -_- I just don't know what the hell am I brooding about. I'm bloody hell wasting my time here and there. And what's more? I'm left with 40 odd days till o'level. Dafuq.

I hate me. Ya, me. I can't do things right. I just can't. That's why I hate myself.

The pain inflicting on me

Things are going well for tdy. No quarrels or whatever. Everything's pretty good. Few more hours to the end of 4th sept, hope it'll end well later.

Apparently, my friend recommended me a video to watch on during the study sessions in school today. Watched it and..... I actually felt neutral and just feeling a lil' sad and injustice for the woman. I'm supposed to tear. Ya, but I didn't. Why? Whatever the woman is going thru now is what I've gone thru. I can't feel anything alr. It's like I've been injected anaesthetic before an operation, I feel nothing. I thought it's because I'm in school and had the will to control my feelings. Got home and watched it again, okay... I teared but still, I didn't feel the kind of sadness my friend's feeling. Say I'm inhumane or anything, but.... I do understand what the woman is going thru.

// I don't want another pain to be inflicted on me

Ciaos.